Decisions

I have made a decision. It is actually the culmination of a constellation of decisions, but I have made it nevertheless.

After a week and a half of writing nothing but sermons and short notes, I have come to the conclusion that I am going to finish at least two books that have been languishing on my hard drive.

I am going to face the wall of fear and the raging river of perfectionism and get them ready to actually show someone. I am going to take the risk and be vulnerable. i am going to do it.

So, that is where I am and I am in a state somewhere between exhilaration, apprehension, and sheer dread, but that is where I am.

OK. Now that i have said it in public, I'll have to do it.

If I continue to be scarce, you'll know why.